Hurt me buddy!

Life is now too boring
Colorless and too long,
Come and break me
Hurt me and bully me;
Experiences teach me
But consumes my time,
Will gift me for sure
But the pace will be senile.
My thoughts are hasty
Weak is my patience,
Love to play gamble
Gambling with life;
I may go out of air
May fall hard on ground,
But if I rise, I'll fly
Thanking you for hurting me.